Theo is one of the most beautiful people I have ever known in my life. I have no words to describe the emptiness in my days right now, so I will borrow the lyrics of a song: "Shiny and sparkly and splendidly bright Here one day, Gone one night Like the loss of sunlight On a cloudy afternoon Gone too soon" I simply have no words. My heart has been wrenched out of my chest, slammed on the ground, stomped on, covered with mud, picked up, and thrown in my face! That's how I feel without my Theo. I will keep all the voicemails and the texts to comfort me. I know I am being selfish, wishing you were still here although you were in pain. But the good Lord should have healed you so that you could stay with us. To me, that would have been kinder to those of us left behind. I love you with every fiber of my being. Rest, rest, rest in perfect peace. I will see you again by and by.